So i may have this freakin amazing oppertunity to work at disney for the next seven months. Im so excited but i dont know how to tell eli yet. I mean if things are ment to be then they will be fine when i get back in may but im just scared that when im gone he's going to find someone better than me. grr... my interview is wednesday and then it should just be maybe two weeks before they make me an offer if they are going to..the adviser i talked to said that they pretty much accept everyone!  I wanna spend the rest of my life with that boy!!

 I really think that i might have found the guy that i want be with for the rest of my life!! Eli is so AMAZING!!! we work through any problems that we have..well excpt for the one that kinda upset me this morning..it kinda got ignored because he was haveing a really bad day!! oh well i guess its not that important that i got jelous over one of him facebook frineds being an old girlfriend..his first girlfriend to be exact.  Im not going to let it bother me! I have him and that's all i need! He's so perfect!! i really could spend the rest of my life with him!! grr on a less happy note i forgot that i was suppost to be doing the photrography at my nanas weding tomorow and i went and dyed part of my hair pink again! thats going to be really fun to hide but im sure if i get up like two hours early that i can do it!! oh and i have to take my cute tattoo  and my nail polish off so that my mom will stop spazing and calling it icky! BLAH BLAH BLAH!!!!